I Haven't Stopped, Have You?

So it would appear as though I have given up on this blog...
That is not the case, it is far from it actually...
I've just been doing other things.

Big news. I'm going to be a Godfather soon, for my nephew Gabriel.

I've been preparing for weddings, been to two already in the last month, outside of the city, and I have another two coming up soon.

I've been wanting to improve my health, so I decided I get myself a personal trainer. Is it a waste of money? It is expensive, that much is true, but it is proving to be helpful... I'm investing in myself I say. Purchasing information that I will be able to use for myself, properly, once the sessions are done... Seven more weeks to go...

Another thing is, I put an ad on craigslist in which I'm getting random people (generally aimed at the acting community) to interview me and converse with me on whatever topics they wish. I plan to use some of this for something I'm going to call "Brutally Honest Conversations With Strangers" (working title), and use part of the time to get input on "Gastronomical Disasters", to get the ball rolling on that as well. I put it up yesterday. I have one interview getting set up already from it.

Plant a seed, give it some water, give it some love, watch it grow.

That's where I am right now.

<3

Letter To A Loved One

There is a simple fact I have to come to terms with. I love you, and I am not the only person who is going to be in love with you... Just like you love me, and others are likely going to be in love with me as well... This is something we have to accept about our love, that other people will want it, and that our hearts are big, and we will share our hearts with others, but our love, that special love, will be for just each other, otherwise it is not truly love. It is something I want to do, that I am prepared to do, to trust you, to love you, and it may seem like a simple thing to do, and it can be simple thing to do, but sometimes it can be difficult as well... I read something someone said to you, publicly, affectionately, and through the words of a song, how much they loved you, and longed for your love... It pained my heart somewhat, to see you accept it kindly and openly, because my love, our love, is something that you don't share publicly... You speak frequently, publicly, of your struggles, and of "friends" who help you through them... I know in many of those cases, you speak of me, because I am your friend as well as your lover, but then I wonder how many of these other people, like he who calls you babe, actually knows that you call me love, like all of the people I meet and speak with come to know of how I love you.